Saturday, December 24, 2011

20 Things I Learned This year...


  1. You can only learn the hardest way. I’ve been there and I felt it.
  2. True friends really stick to you no matter what. Sometimes, those you overlook will be the ones that will stay.
  3. Amidst all the negativities in life, you can always find a positive, and sometimes the magnitude of it surpasses everything.
  4. Life experiences, no matter how trivial they are, prepare you for the bigger blows. So they are worth reflecting on.
  5. Be thankful. No matter how disgusting life is, a lesson is always learned at the end.
  6. The glass is half-empty or half full - Whatever way you look at it is how it is. Every situation you are in can be seen from a negative or from a positive perspective. I don’t like negative people, so I always try to see everything from a half-full perspective. It makes life more enjoyable.
  7. Life is unfair. Get used to it. Sometimes you are the underdog and you get handed the crappiest hand out of everyone. Complaining about how unfair or how difficult something is will not make your life better. It’s going to make you suffer and it’s going to cause others to get seriously annoyed with you.
  8. I would say that there are much more good than bad people. While most people may be inherently good and on a neutral level, there are also many people who go out of their way to make a difference.These are the kinds of people that you want in your life. Make friends with them, respect them and try and be one of these good people yourself.
  9. All the success, fame, money and friends in the world mean nothing if your health is so bad that you can’t enjoy life.Take good care of your body and your health by exercising, meditating and eating healthy.
  10. I've learned that no matter how much I care, some people are just jerkoffs.
  11. One person CAN make a difference in the world...
  12. You cannot make someone love you. All you can do is be someone who can be loved. The rest is up to them.
  13. That it takes years to build up trust, and only seconds to destroy it.
  14. No matter how good a friend is, they’re going to hurt you every once in a while and you must forgive them for that.
  15. Regardless of how hot and steamy a relationship is at first, the passion fades and there had better be something else to take its place.
  16. Sometimes when I’m angry I have the right to be angry, but that doesn’t give me the right to be cruel.
  17. Maturity has more to do with what types of experiences you’ve had and what you’ve learned from them and less to do with how many birthdays you’ve celebrated.
  18. No matter how bad your heart is broken the world doesn’t stop for your grief.
  19. The people you care about most in life are taken from you too soon.
  20. It’s taking me a long time to become the person I want to be.Ppeople will forget what you said, and people will forget what you did, but people will never forget how you made them feel.
 




Sunday, July 17, 2011

Ku Sesali.. I am sorry..



Di manakah kan ku cari
Rasa rindu bersamamu
Tak kan mungkin memori kan
Kembali lagi

Bicara mu ku hayati
Senyuman mu ku ingati
Kini tiada guna ku tangisi

Ku tak peduli
Budi mu tidak ku hargai
Sangsiku ragui dihati
Nyata kini ku rasa sepi

Kau telah tiada
Pergi mu tanpa sebarang pesan
Prasangka ku kini berakhir
Ku berdosa kerana tidak
Menyintai mu

Rasa kesal bergelora
Rasa sepi tak terperi
Hanya tinggal kenangan dengan mu

kehilangan
itulah yag kurasakan
hanyalah doaku kau tenang disana..

Wednesday, February 23, 2011

:: I am Really Sad ::

I don't know what I want in life. I don't know what I want right now.  All I know is that I'm hurting so much inside that it's eating me, and one day, there won't be any more of me left.  Everything that ever cause a tear to trickle down my cheeks, I run away and hide from it.  But now, everything is unwinding and finding its way back towards me.  And I don't know what to do.  I just know that the pain I felt so long ago, it's hurting ten times more...

I just don't feel like I know myself very well right now, so how can I be sure about anything?  Most of the time I feel so awkward, like I don't belong in my own skin, I get frustrated at everything, I could just scream and there's no reason for it, I just hate myself.

Teardrops slowly fall from my eyes as I look to the sky, and I question how come life keeps passing me right on by.  I just wonder why I can't escape, is this my fate?  To always be unhappy and how much longer must I wait...