When You're Gone...

I always needed time on my own

I never thought I'd need you there when I cry

And the days feel like years when I'm alone

And the bed where you lie is made up on your side

When you walk away I count the steps that you take

Do you see how much I need you right now

When you're gone

The pieces of my heart are missing you

When you're gone

The face I came to know is missing too

When you're gone

The words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it okay

I miss you

I've never felt this way before

Everything that I do reminds me of you

And the clothes you left, they lie on the floor

And they smell just like you, I love the things that you do

When you walk away I count the steps that you take

Do you see how much I need you right now

We were made for each other

Out here forever

I know we were, yeah

All I ever wanted was for you to know

Everything I'd do, I'd give my heart and soul

I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me

Loved it, your smile,Your looks, your hair,Still can smell your perfume..

I would even walk a mile,Just to find you standing there...

I'm thinking of you,I really love you!

This was a phenomenal performance! Absolutely incredible !

MY GOD !!
Goose bumps everywhere.This performance is just too incredible. One of those performances you never want to see end.

She looked so at ease on stage, infront of people that are going to be critiquing, to do that when the spotlight was on? She killed it. The levels of pitch she was able to reach were like nothing I've ever heard before.

Why haven't I listened to Leona Lewis for the last few years? Now I'm pulling up every performance of this song by her and I can't stop listening to them plus listening to her music again with renewed interest.

Music needs her !

20 Things I Learned This year...

1. You can only learn the hardest way. I’ve been there and I felt it.
2. True friends really stick to you no matter what. Sometimes, those you overlook will be the ones that will stay.
3. Amidst all the negativities in life, you can always find a positive, and sometimes the magnitude of it surpasses everything.
4. Life experiences, no matter how trivial they are, prepare you for the bigger blows. So they are worth reflecting on.
5. Be thankful. No matter how disgusting life is, a lesson is always learned at the end.
6. The glass is half-empty or half full - Whatever way you look at it is how it is. Every situation you are in can be seen from a negative or from a positive perspective. I don’t like negative people, so I always try to see everything from a half-full perspective. It makes life more enjoyable.
7. Life is unfair. Get used to it. Sometimes you are the underdog and you get handed the crappiest hand out of everyone. Complaining about how unfair or how difficult something is will not make your life better. It’s going to make you suffer and it’s going to cause others to get seriously annoyed with you.
8. I would say that there are much more good than bad people. While most people may be inherently good and on a neutral level, there are also many people who go out of their way to make a difference.These are the kinds of people that you want in your life. Make friends with them, respect them and try and be one of these good people yourself.
9. All the success, fame, money and friends in the world mean nothing if your health is so bad that you can’t enjoy life.Take good care of your body and your health by exercising, meditating and eating healthy.
10. I've learned that no matter how much I care, some people are just jerkoffs.
11. One person CAN make a difference in the world...
12. You cannot make someone love you. All you can do is be someone who can be loved. The rest is up to them.
13. That it takes years to build up trust, and only seconds to destroy it.
14. No matter how good a friend is, they’re going to hurt you every once in a while and you must forgive them for that.
15. Regardless of how hot and steamy a relationship is at first, the passion fades and there had better be something else to take its place.
16. Sometimes when I’m angry I have the right to be angry, but that doesn’t give me the right to be cruel.
17. Maturity has more to do with what types of experiences you’ve had and what you’ve learned from them and less to do with how many birthdays you’ve celebrated.
18. No matter how bad your heart is broken the world doesn’t stop for your grief.
19. The people you care about most in life are taken from you too soon.
20. It’s taking me a long time to become the person I want to be.Ppeople will forget what you said, and people will forget what you did, but people will never forget how you made them feel.

 

Ku Sesali.. I am sorry..

Di manakah kan ku cari
Rasa rindu bersamamu
Tak kan mungkin memori kan
Kembali lagi

Bicara mu ku hayati
Senyuman mu ku ingati
Kini tiada guna ku tangisi

Ku tak peduli
Budi mu tidak ku hargai
Sangsiku ragui dihati
Nyata kini ku rasa sepi

Kau telah tiada
Pergi mu tanpa sebarang pesan
Prasangka ku kini berakhir
Ku berdosa kerana tidak
Menyintai mu

Rasa kesal bergelora
Rasa sepi tak terperi
Hanya tinggal kenangan dengan mu

kehilangan
itulah yag kurasakan
hanyalah doaku kau tenang disana..

:: original version of I need you now ::

I'd never heard of this song until hearing Stefano Lagone sing it on American Idol .. now i can't stop listening to it..awesome...thanks Stefano...beautiful song..!!

:: I really love this guy...Stefano Langone..he is so cute and absolutely awesome performance ::

:: I am Really Sad ::

I don't know what I want in life. I don't know what I want right now.  All I know is that I'm hurting so much inside that it's eating me, and one day, there won't be any more of me left.  Everything that ever cause a tear to trickle down my cheeks, I run away and hide from it.  But now, everything is unwinding and finding its way back towards me.  And I don't know what to do.  I just know that the pain I felt so long ago, it's hurting ten times more...

I just don't feel like I know myself very well right now, so how can I be sure about anything?  Most of the time I feel so awkward, like I don't belong in my own skin, I get frustrated at everything, I could just scream and there's no reason for it, I just hate myself.

Teardrops slowly fall from my eyes as I look to the sky, and I question how come life keeps passing me right on by.  I just wonder why I can't escape, is this my fate?  To always be unhappy and how much longer must I wait...

:: To my lovely sweet friend ::

Thank you friend, for all the things
That mean so much to me
For concern and understanding
You give abundantly.

Thanks for listening with your heart
For cheering me when I'm blue
For bringing out the best in me
And just for being you.

For all the time you spend
For all the kind things that you do,
For things I can't explain.
Thank you, thank you, thank you jay..

:: I'm Letting You Go ::

It's better this way
I know you'll see
You act like you don't care
So you don't need me

I'm walking away
Before i get hurt
I don't need it again
To be kicked to the dirt

I have problems of my own
But never once did i ignore
When i needed you most
I was shown the door

So i'm following my sense
I'm letting you go
But i loved you very much
Just so you know! 

:: To my dearest friend ::

This is my wish for you: 

Comfort on difficult days, smiles when sadness intrudes, 

rainbows to follow the clouds, laughter to kiss your lips, 

sunsets to warm your heart, hugs when spirits sag, 

beauty for your eyes to see, friendships to brighten your being, 

faith so that you can believe, confidence for when you doubt, 

courage to know yourself, patience to accept the truth, 

Love to complete your life.

I wish all the good things will stay with you
although I know you never think and never care about me
I luv you and will always luv u

:: miss u ::

Frustrated because I can't tell if it's real. 

Mad because I don't know how you feel. 

Upset because we can't make it right. 

Sad because I need you day and night. 

Angry because you won't take my hand. 

Aggravated because you don't understand. 

Disappointed because we can't be together, 

but still I'll love you forever.

Where have you been?
I miss U..
Now and Forever..

:: Is there any love for me again? ::

Last night, I was with my friends in a cafe. we ended up chatting outside..
I was particularly struck by the conversation of Marv and Karl about losing that sweet, idealistic, romantic look on love.

It was kinda sad to hear those ideas coming from them, but still I eavesdropped. It hit me hard that it does really happen to people. Like practicality and reality would dominate over the painted “image of love”.

It hit me because I feel that I am going through it- that I lost the old “sweet” me.
That I become cold in terms of relationships.
That I find it hard to go out with someone because I’m just lazy to and just not comfortable with the idea anymore.

It frustrates me that I “somewhat” lost that side of me who still feels “kilig”, in its truest sense.
…the side of me that would sacrifice time just to be with that someone…
…the side of me who would do crazy stuff to show my affection…

I don’t know why I despise the stupid things I did for love before.
I just find them corny and plain stupid.
I don’t wanna be an ice king.
I still wanna believe in love but perhaps loving has become too practical for me now.
I just miss being loved.
I hope that’s the real reason.

:: Good Night... ::

I tell you goodnight with tears in my eyes, 

I wish I was there curled up by your side, 

Time passes, But not fast enough, 

I try to be strong. But I'm not that tough, 

When I feel you embrace it will be all right, 

But my heart aches for you on this lonely night..

:: I Miss You.. ::

When I'm not there.. do you think of me? 

When you're sad and something's bothering you.. 

do you wish I were there to help comfort you? 

When you've had a long hard day... 

do you smile knowing that soon you'll be seeing me, 

and everything will seem better, 

even if it's just for a moment? 

When you lay down at night... 

do you look back and cherish the new memories you've made with me? 

And when you get up in the morning, 

does everything inside of you smile, 

knowing that this will be another day that we'll be together? 

because that's how I think of you...

:: Losing and Loving ::

People always think that
The most painful thing in life
is losing the one you love...
The truth is, the most painful
thing is losing yourself in the
process of loving someone too much
and forgetting that you are
SPECIAL too...

:: The Best Thing About Me is You ::

I’m as happy as I can be
Cause I’m allergic to tragedy
The doctor says something’s wrong with me
The smile on my face has no remedy

So Baby, don’t say no
Come on and just say yes
You know it’s time to keep it simple
Let’s take a chance and hope for the best

Life is short, so make it what you wanna
Make it good, don’t wait until mañana
I think I’m cool cause your name’s on this heart shaped tattoo
Now the best thing about me is you

I cryin’ days are now history
I had a change of philosophy
I take each day as it comes to me
And I won’t take myself all that seriously

So Baby, don’t say no
Come on and just say yes
You know it’s time to keep it simple
Let’s take a chance, and hope for the best

Life is short, so make it what you wanna
Make it good, don’t wait until mañana
I think I’m cool cause your name’s on this heart shaped tattoo

Now, the best thing about me is you.
It’s you
Oh baby, now I see it’s you
(Now the best thing, the best thing)
Oh yes it is
(It’s true)

Take off your shoes, lay back, and take a load off
Give me your blues, let me love it away
Nothing to lose, so don’t act like such a grownup
Stay out all night in the moonlight with me

(Don’t say no; don’t say no)
Come on and just say yes
You know it’s time to keep it simple
Let’s take a chance and hope for the best

Life is short, so make it what you wanna
Make it good, don’t wait until mañana
I think I’m cool cause your name’s on this heart shaped tattoo
Now the best thing about me is you

It’s you
Now the best thing, the best thing, the best thing
About me is you
Now the best thing about me is you.

The best thing about me is you...

:: Have You Ever Been in Love ::

Have you ever been in love
You could touch the moonlight
When your heart’s shooting stars
You’re holding heaven in your arms
Have you ever been so in love

Have you ever walked on air
Ever felt like you were dreamin’
When you never thought it could
But it really feels that good
Have you ever been so in love

The time I spent
Waiting for something that was heaven-sent
When you find it don’t let go,
I know

Have you ever said a prayer
And found that it was answered
All my hope has been restored
And I ain’t looking anymore
Have you ever been so in love, have you...

Some place that you ain’t leavin’
Somewhere you’re gonna stay
When you finally found the meanin’
Have you ever felt this way

The time I spent
Waiting for something that was heaven-sent
When you find it, don’t let go,
I know...

Coz have you ever been so in love, so in love
You could touch the moonlight
You can even reach the stars
Doesn’t matter near or far
Have you ever been so in love

:: Thinking of you ::

I was staring on my cellphone and wondering what is the best words to express how I feel but I couldn't find one because you have occupied my mind all the time...all that I know is, I'm thinking of you..

The stars we put in place, the dreams we didn't waste. The sorrows we embraced, the world belonged to you and me. The oceans that we crossed, the innocence we've lost. The hurting at the end I go there again 'cause it was beautiful..

:: I am ready ... ::

I have always been inlove with love which in one way another made me frustrated, i thought my life was over without "whoever" that is, because im left miserable,all by myself with nobodyelse. When you are deeply in love, heartbreak can be traumatic. If you are going through a period of heartbreak, you must accept the fact that life goes on and so must you. Face each feelings of rejection and anger by acknowledging them, dealing with them, and then achieving closure. The most important thing is to get in touch with reality. Im back in track, ive realized that it is all in my mind, Im done avoiding places and people that bring up nostalgic memories. And heartbreak songs that make me weep uncontrollably. If youve been in a similar heartbreak syndrome, don't despair. Even if you can't get your love interest back, you may still be able to move on with your life and become a stronger human being. Others may find it stupid to say that "the best is yet to come" when you know for a fact that you have that one whom u thought was 'almost' best for you, but see almost doesnt count, sometimes there is really a price for waiting,stop the heartbreak TRYING TO FORGET SOMEONE YOU LOVE IS LIKE TRYING TO REMEMBER SOMEONE U NEVER MET.its the power of your imagination that makes you hold on...so now im awake and ready to face life again..

:: You Could be Happy ::

You could be happy and I won't know

But you weren't happy the day I watched you go

And all the things that I wished I had not said
Are played in loops 'till it's madness in my head

Is it too late to remind you how we were
But not our last days of silence, screaming, blur

Most of what I remember makes me sure
I should have stopped you from walking out the door

You could be happy, I hope you are
You made me happier than I'd been by far

Somehow everything I own smells of you
And for the tiniest moment it's all not true

Do the things that you always wanted to
Without me there to hold you back, don't think, just do

More than anything I want to see you, girl
Take a glorious bite out of the whole world

To my dearest friend, Jay..you could be happy... 

:: I love you ::

I love you not only for who you are,

But for what you are when I am with you.
I love you not only for what you have made of yourself,

But what you are making of me.
I love you because you have done more than any creed could have done to make me good, and more than any fate could have done to make me happy.
You have done it without a touch, without a word, without a sign.
You have done it by being yourself.

Perhaps that is what being a friend means, after all…

:: Things that make you feel good ::

Think about them one at a time before going on to the next one..

1. Falling in love.
2. Laughing so hard your face hurts.
3. A hot shower.
4. No lines at the supermarket
5. A special glance.
6. Getting mail
7. Taking a drive on a pretty road.
8. Hearing your favorite song on the radio.
9. Lying in bed listening to the rain outside.
10. Hot towels fresh out of the dryer.
11. Finding the sweater you want is on sale for half price.
12. Chocolate milkshake. (or vanilla!) (or strawberry)
13. A long distance phone call.
14. A bubble bath.
15. Giggling.
16. A good conversation.
17. The beach
18. Finding a 20 note in your coat from last winter.
19. Laughing at yourself.
20. Midnight phone calls that last for hours.
21. Running through sprinklers.
22. Laughing for absolutely no reason at all.
23. Having someone tell you that you're beautiful.
24. Laughing at an inside joke.
25. Friends.
26. Accidentally overhearing someone say something nice about you.
27. Waking up and realizing you still have a few hours left to sleep...
28. Your first kiss (either the very first or with a new partner).
29. Making new friends or spending time with old ones.
30. Playing with a new puppy.
31. Having someone play with your hair.
32. Sweet dreams.
33. Hot chocolate.
34. Road trips with friends.
35. Swinging on swings.
36. Wrapping presents under the Christmas tree while eating cookies and drinking your favorite tipple.
37. Song lyrics printed inside your new CD so you can sing along without feeling stupid.
38. Going to a really good concert.
39. Making eye contact with a cute stranger
40. Winning a really competitive game.
41. Making chocolate chip cookies.
42. Having your friends send you homemade cookies.
43. Spending time with close friends.
44. Seeing smiles and hearing laughter from your friends.
45. Holding hands with someone you care about.
46. Running into an old friend and realizing that some things (good or bad) never change.
47. Riding the best roller coasters over and over.
48. Watching the expression on someone's face as they open a much desired present from you.
49. Watching the sunrise.
50. Getting out of bed every morning and being grateful for another beautiful day.

:: Fickle Minded ::

I am such a big contradiction.
I used to pray for a stable relationship.
For someone I can be with and share my life with.
I am kind of on the edge of diving into one but I am afraid.
Anxious of not being able to maintain it perhaps, but I am thinking more of the changes that could happen to me- on time, places, people.
It’s just so confusing why I am going through this phase, when like two months ago, I would cry nightly, hoping for the right one to come.

Now that a lot is coming, I can’t let anyone in.

Putting my guards down is difficult for I’ve been hurt a lot of times recently and I must say that I can be bruised easily now, I need to be handled gently this days or I might falter.
I feel vulnerable, because I fall so easily.
This is my normal self I guess, full of ironies.
When I want something, I will go the extra mile, but when I’m almost there, I would retract. It is my flight reaction taking over.

Perhaps I am afraid because I am individualistic. I can not lose my self. I can not be restricted of freedom and time, of opportunities. After all I’m a Sagittarian- individualistic, freedom-loving. I so wanted someone to be with yet I am afraid of not being able to do things on my own. I just don’t like to be controlled because it violates my principles. I sometimes think that I am better off alone. I am such a proud person and I know it is not good, but I got to have a good grasp of it to keep myself as myself. It is hard but I have to do little adjustments I know. Step by step.

I am so thankful however that I have my friends beside me all the time.
Like literally and emotionally.
I find simple joys with them, sharing simple things that may seem shallow to most people but is a source of solace for me. Having dinner, enjoying a good show on TV, window shopping or sometimes, if budget allows, a shirt or two, making fun of ourselves, antm-ing (for those who can define it)- the things that make me sane and comfortable. They give me strength more than they ever know- the strength that I just need to carry on every single day and to still believe in myself.

Without you guys, I would be a mess. I have never been so accepted and loved.
Having a partner is much more different from having you in my life. They are completely of different dimensions- like comparing Michelle and Melrose (one point for those who can give the rationale).
If that one person comes, I will make sure that any compromise I must make, if there will be, will only be for the better. For me, the true test that someone has to pass is for me and you, to be loved at the same time.

:: Another Chapter Rejection of 'A Simple Guy' ::

It is the end of another cycle for me.
Another chapter in a book entitled “The Rejections of A simple guyl”.
Actually, it is a boring book, it is predictable and trite.
The plot is the same: There I was picking up myself from the previous wreck. Then I would be “saved” by this person, to whom I will cling so tight and give everything even the unnecessary details of my life.
For a couple of moments, everything is perfect.
Butterflies in the air, sliding on rainbows, hopping on puffy clouds.
When I’m completely out of my system, everything will shatter, climax is reached.
Denouement: denying everything took place, embracing depression, questioning my existence.
I am really hurt.
I hope I still recover.
I know I can do it but it takes time to heal.
This chapter keeps on repeating even if I wanna skip it, or I am done with it.
There is something wrong with me, I know. I cannot pass through this episode. And I am afraid that if I will go through it again and again that I will be able to memorize it. And I am afraid of not feeling anymore.
Anymore emotions, even love.
Rejection never fails to haunt me, after all, what would I expect..
I don’t want rejection anymore. All I need in this world is to be loved and love in return.
But here is a secret.
Rejection is my twin brother, he is so kind to me he would never leave me. The sad part is, we are Siamese.
I can never hurt him, I am so used to him getting the best of me. After all, we share the same heart, and mind.
But it is getting unhealthy, I can feel it. He is turning into a parasite, sucking every inch of my sanity, every beat of my weak heart.
I can not self mutilate, even if I wanted so bad, but I believe someone can. Someone who will have the courage to slice the flesh that connects as. Even if only half will be left of me, I still have a piece of my heart that I can offer.
If only I can be accepted as a twin of an evil one.

:: Confession ::

Lately i was hurt but i am trying to pick up the wreck… from where i slumped and stand again to face greater adversities..

I am stronger now… i hope, but if you are before the eye of the storm.. You can never tell what to do, but the first thing that comes to your mind… and those are the unplanned things..

I need to move on because no one is going to push me harder than myself..

No one is gonna making me happier than conquering my fears and feeling the victory..

I still want to feel.. I don’t wanna numb myself of the beautiful things in life..love.friends.family… yet i am almost to the point of saturation. What really is my purpose? I know it is a responsibility too great for anyone but in my case it was never a choice.. It is a commitment.

I am sad… that’s reality biting me.

How can anyone love me? When even i am confused of my emotions.. Confused, but not diffused, oxymoronic, cause i am a moron i guess.

I am sad.

I feel alone. My family is here. My few friends are here. Yet i feel empty. Where the hell is my soul mate? Shall i go to hell and back just to find one? Or must i wait forever?

So sad.. But life is like that i cant have all the good things in life.. I have a good job.. Yet my emotions are idle. My mind is sick and my heart, in constant battery.

Do i deserve these things? I guess so.. My karma? Perhaps.. But one thing is for sure, i still believe in fate.. In destiny,, that in the most proper of time and place.. I wont crave for happiness….happiness will approach me and it will say, indulge in me….

:: Sad but True ::

Sad but true... It was the most beautiful thing that ever happened to my life. Getting over everything. Gathering all the rotten pieces of my broken soul and my wrecked heart that has been left unused for a long time... Sad, but true.

We live to love I guess, Love is there for us to live I realized. Every single drop of our tear will transform into a beautiful flower that will make us stronger.. and weaker.. I noticed that the sunset is more colourful than the sunrise maybe because sometimes, better things will happen when saying goodbye... Sad, but true.

I’ve been seeing people that I planned to be with forever. I’ve been really appreciating chances that crossed my heart, whole but still carrying the misery of my past dreams with someone that showed me the world of stupidity, love, anger, and unselfish life... Sad, but true.

I never forgot anyone. I’m not born to hurt people. Sometimes, I just can’t truly appreciate them with my whole being, seeing them the way I saw my past. I suddenly stopped seeing them, talking to them and thinking of them. They were all hurt. It was a cycle, Everyday. Thinking every way on how to try but let go of someone... Sad, but true.

Until I stopped. Stopped hoping, wishing and smiling. Sad, but true...

I never knew that the more I look for someone to love me, the farther it will go, the faster it will leave and the deeper it will disappear. I never knew that love is meant to feel whenever we are in need of happiness and contentment in our never-ending lives. I never knew that I will find someone again that will make my world whole and colourful. Someone that will hold my hand while flying again. Someone that will make my face tired, of smiling. Someone that will make me fall so deep and maybe bounce harder. Yes, again, another chance to love and be loved. Another time of broken and rotten heart, another opportunity of being alone soon, another wish that will fade into very uncontrollable loving, happiness and separation. Here I am again, wishing that those fingers would fill out the spaces between mine. Wishing for love to cover my fears and scars. Wishing for another hand to hold me and fly over the never - ending land of hopes, loving, excitement and pain.. Sad, but true.. Real, but smiling.

:: Making Love Out Of Nothing At All ::

I know just how to whisper,

and I know just how to cry;

I know just where to find the answers;

and I know just how to lie.

I know just how to fake it,

and I know just how to scheme;

I know just when to face the truth,

and then I know just when to dream.

And I know just where to touch you,

and I know just what to prove;

I know when to pull you closer,

and I know when to let you loose.

And I know the night is fading,

and I know that time's gonna fly;

and I'm never gonna tell you everything

I've got to tell you,

but I know I've got to give it a try.

And I know the roads to riches,

and I know the ways to fame;

I know all the rules

and then I know how to break 'em

and I always know the name of the game.

But I don't know how to leave you,

and I'll never let you fall;

and I don't know how you do it,

making love out of nothing at all

Every time I see you all the rays of the sun

are streaming through the waves in your hair;

and every star in the sky is taking aim

at your eyes like a spotlight,

The beating of my heart is a drum, and it's lost

and it's looking for a rhythm like you.

You can take the darkness from the pit of the night

and turn into a beacon burning endlessly bright.

I've got to follow it, 'cause everything I know, well it's nothing till I give it to you.

I can make the run or stumble,

I can make the final block;

And I can make every tackle, at the sound of the whistle,

I can make all the stadiums rock.

I can make tonight forever,

Or I can make it disappear by the dawn;

And I can make you every promise that has ever been made,

And I can make all your demons be gone.

But I'm never gonna make it without you,

Do you really want to see me crawl?

And I'm never gonna make it like you do,

Making love out of nothing at all.

:: SAGITTARIUS - The Promiscuous One ::

Spontaneous. High appeal. Rare to find. Great when found. Loves being in long relationships. So much love to give. A loner most of the time. Loses patience easily and will not take crap. If in a bad mood stay FAR away. Gets offended easily and  remembers the offense forever. Loves deeply but at times will not show it feels it is a sign of weakness. Has many fears but will not show it. VERY private person. Defends loved ones will all their abilities. Can be childish often. Not one to mess with. Very pretty. Very romantic. Nice to everyone they meet. Their Love is one of a kind. Silly, fun and sweet. Have own unique appeal. Most caring person you will ever meet! Amazing in bed..!!! Not the kind of person you want to mess with- you might end up crying.

the beginning...

this is the beginning...

1.  You can only learn the hardest way. I’ve been there and I felt it.
2. True friends really stick to you no matter what. Sometimes, those you overlook will be the ones that will stay.
3. Amidst all the negativities in life, you can always find a positive, and sometimes the magnitude of it surpasses everything.
4. Life experiences, no matter how trivial they are, prepare you for the bigger blows. So they are worth reflecting on.

5. Be thankful. No matter how disgusting life is, a lesson is always learned at the end.